Meh

So I was thinking about how this blog post almost didn't get written because I just feel icky...not physically, but emotionally. For the last 2 days or so, I've been feeling pretty melancholy and slightly anxious. I can't pinpoint what brought this on. As I think about it, I'm sure there isn't ONE thing that sent me spinning. My mind is cluttered with a plethora of thoughts, so it could be a number of things that got me here. I'll share a few. Lemme see how transparent I wanna be...

• I'm feeling overwhelmed, nervous, and slightly fearful - I work a 9-5, I've relaunched my blog/business, and I'm embarking on a few other major things in my life. I have a considerable amount of accomplishments I'm working toward and I'm wondering if I'll be successful at completing them. 
• I'm worried about my man-child - And irritated because of the decisions he has made/is making. I thought this phase of parenting would be a tad easier, but it isn't and I'm *BLEEEEEEEEEEEPing* tired.
• I'm on edge about COVID - Wondering if I'm sanitizing enough, am I being safe enough, missing the things that the pandemic has restricted, and on and on.
• Let's not forget the COVID weight - I already had about 10-15 lbs I wanted to lose, then I gained about 10 lbs after the shelter in place, but I lost that 10. That was possible because at about the end of July, I started going outside walking, hiking, taking classes, and even biked a time or 2. I was pretty consistent with exercise/activity until about mid-November and now I'm afraid to get on the scale. 🤦🏾‍♀️ My goal this week is to find some indoor things to do and stick to it until the weather breaks again. Oh and to step awaaaaaaaay from the fridge and Grubhub and Doordash. 🙃

I'll stop here and save the rest for my new therapist! Lol...How are y'all feeling? Share with me in the comments! I love to hear from you.